Seek Kingdom First 

Some of the most twisted and tortured souls, hide behind the prettiest of faces. Hidden in the background of some of the best fairy tales you’ve ever been told.  Broken souls beyond weary, with a face, complacent.

Seem too good to be true?

That’s because, that’s exactly what it is. It’s an act, just another scene. A forced effort at making his way to you, and eventually creeping in. Without even knowing, you’ve just invited him in.

You see, the devil doesn’t come cloaked in a red cape, with horns pointed for the world to see.  No, he comes disguised as somebody just like you, and somebody just like me.

He brings with him, everything that your heart has ever desired, and  for a moment you actually feel as though your prayers have finally been answered. In this moment, be silent.

The reality of what’s just happened is much scarier than you may care to admit. The truth, unfortunately, is this. You’ve just given power and permission, to the worlds  greatest liar and grandest fraud to ever exist.

Because we are human, we simply can’t help but to fall in love with the earth’s possessions and pleasures we seek within. We cannot walk this earth, and live without sin, yes this may be true,  but I also promise you this —

  • Just one dance with the devil, and it’s a dance that you will never forget.  Once this takes place, you quickly realize, that the things of this earth are simply just that, only things. They have no meaning or true value, especially when you’ve seen the things that you’ve seen, and know the damage that he can do.

Not one earth possession, or even all of them combined, is worth lying down with the enemy, and turning your back on our King for an eternity of lies.

I know you’ve felt that heat before,  deep inside your gut. That’s your full awareness, your inner intuition, telling you not to give up. It’s Gods gift to us, given so we can guide our hearts.  In silence, you’ll hear Him tell you when to surrender and when to make way for a new start.

Now the enemy, of course, is also aware of your God given instincts, so he must proceed with caution, and with ease. He will begin to use his golden tongue, to bathe you in his charisma, but you mustn’t give in, and you must not seek to please, but rather, seek peace.

Obey that first instinct, and allow the flames in your stomach to grow hotter and hotter. Follow your heart, silence your mind, and listen for his voice inside.

If silence falls on ringing ears, or you’re just not quite sure, than fall to your knees child and cry out for your Father.

Be weary, as the enemy comes for our souls, bearing gifts that we’ve spent our entire lives praying for.

But, no gift from the enemy is worth denying or disobeying the One that laid down his life for us to live.

When it seems too good to be true, stop and seek God first, and only Him!

In the end, that which the Lord wishes us to have, will remain ours for the keeping, regardless of our current worth to the earths and lands.

What’s sent from the Lord can never be compromised or misplaced, so if it drops from your hands, always question where it came from, and always take it’s value at face.

This earth is His, never become too comfortable or of the natural realm. This is temporary, focus on forever! Always, and with everything you have and are….Find refuge in His love.

Always know your spiritual worth, and when you grow confused about this Hell on Earth, along with it’s keeper, look up to the One and only,  give thanks and ….

Seek Kingdom First!



Do you think a person knows the Exact moment that they go insane? 

Do they feel the shift between a numb heart, and actually being okay? 

Does their mind reveal to them all that has changed, or do they wander, just lost and empty?

Falsely convinced they were always this way?

I ask this because l’m starting to feel a shift and a change in a major way. 

How can one absorb years of distress and destruction, all in the duration of one horrible and unforgettable day?

Left with just a short period of time to come to terms with the fact, that at this point, there’s nothing I can do.

What was just imagined as ones worst nightmare, has eerily come true. 

The groundwork has been laid, the damage is already done. 

1,825 days that are no longer memories, but horrific blurs of the horrible evil that you are, and Hell from which you’ve come. 

So obvious, yet I just brushed it off time and time again. 

My damn Innocent eyes, as always, were focused in the wrong  direction. 

Weighted down with this stupid love for all that is good in this world. 

An obsession with finding silver linings and fulfilling dreams. 

All the while, the very evil I ignored, was very real it seems. 

Innocence, years, hope and a new beginning, now old and lost. 

Everything I’ve known until now, just gone.

All taken by a handsome and charismatic monster, with a quick tongue and flashy talk. 

Now, I’m just a shell, completely hollow, left with no way to redemption, so I just sit and keep watch. 

Everything passes by so vividly, yet it’s all in slow motion. 

I thought it was our history, stories for the kids, and memories of why it just didn’t work. 

Now I see it all for what it truly was, a strategic game plan, benefiting only you, and for us, a lifetime of hurt. 

My Innocent eyes have now been opened to the cruelty in this world. 

Silly eyes that underestimated the damage that being naive can do. 

Eyes that will never run dry, even long after the tears have stopped.

My soul will forever continue to cry. 
Eyes that will always be looking for another clue, eyes that will never look away from you. 

–And you too. 

Eyes that will never sleep and will always stay woke. 

Because the one time when you needed me to see, more than ever before, my damn eyes were fucking closed. 

Never again. 


Lost Adolesence

A structure now broken and innocence lost.
Guilt, overwhelming, and security – Gone.


Anger dwelling, but tears revealing, constant lies and truth concealing.

An adolescent pushed forward and all faith tested, pushed deep inside.

Endless days linger into even  longer nights; worries and angst replace exhausting efforts, and failed tries.

A path laid out, that many feet have traveled. Still, there’s no comfort found, when it’s your life that’s just unraveled.

Cast out and put aside for minuscule options, and one decision that never even mattered.

Absorbing blame, but still rejecting and denying any fault.
Grasping pieces one by one, as they all continue to fall apart.

To surrender is tempting, yet not an option at all. These years will now be counted in months, all spent rising, avoiding that lifetime fall.

They may have the power to take one’s youth and innocence, lost and locked away; but we are the rulers of our heart and soul. 

Therefore they cannot, and will not, take one’s true and unwavering faith, this they cannot control. 


United We Stand |Divided We Fall

“Then join hand in hand, brave Americans all! By uniting we stand, by dividing we fall!” 

-John Dickerson 1768

Now, fast forward, nearly 250 years later. Whether the subject at hand is racially based, politically, spiritually, an act against the police, or the war on terror; there is one common thread that is summed up in one very powerful and equally destructive word.   —    DIVISION!

Dickerson and many others, have told us time and time again, that the error in our ways, is not with our stance per say, but more so, in allowing them to separate and DIVIDE us!

The Government knows this, the 1% knows this, and to assist the latter two, the Media also knows this (and is roughly 90% owned by the 1%!) In turn, it is not a coincidence that the Media controls the MASSES!

We have been conditioned to focus our attention on what is reported on the News, or what video has gone viral that week. If it isn’t easily accessible information or shoved down our throats by every mainstream outlet possible, we don’t think it matters.

We find it irrelevant or simply just “Not our problem.” However, it is very much so, ALL of our problems! As a whole, as a Nation and as those that will ultimately be led to our demise, at the hands of Mass Media Control.

There is not ONE race, religion, gender, age or classification that will fall more victim than the other. We will ALL fall, as a Nation divided, as will many others.

Not because of all the violence, hatred, and mayhem that we are seeing everywhere we turn, but because of what we aren’t seeing at all.

Granted, there are some very prominent, very disturbing and extremely unfortunate things going on around us. However, there is so much more than what meets the eye!

The 1% and the Government simply want to overturn this Nation and wage a war against us, the citizens! Referred to as Martial Law, a Police State, New World Order have you –

It is VERY real, extremely possible, and right on the brink of happening.

They want all of the wealth for themselves, and they know that the citizens (us) are growing restless, waiting for a change.

They also know, that should we (the Nation) ever realize that they alone are the primary culprit of all of our downfalls, we will turn against them!

This Nation,as a whole, does have the ability, as well as the Constitutional Right, to raise up against the Government. We simply need to obtain enough numbers to exercise this right.

So, what is one way that they can ensure that this does not happen? What are the measures that they can take, from a statistical standpoint, to know undoubtedly that this simply cannot be?

           — By dividing us!

This is being accomplished by controlling what we continually see and ultimately begin to believe. This can be done in a variety of ways and has been done time and time again throughout history.

Currently, the mass division seems to be leading us toward the conclusion, and belief, that the only corruption in this Nation right now is racism. Granted, it is indeed a HUGE problem, still sadly real and alive today, but is it the only problem?

How can we ever fight against the ones that are creating our own demise, if we spend the majority of our time being DIVIDED and turning against each other?

This is their solution, as opposed to us UNITING, and turning against them! While the Media is yet again, fueling the flames to an already very hot discussion, this is what is going on behind the scenes. The stuff they don’t want us to know, and the corruption and greed we need to be aware of, now more than ever!


While the Media is yet again, fueling the flames to an already very hot discussion, this is what is going on behind the scenes. The stuff they don’t want us to know, and the corruption and greed we need to be aware of, now more than ever!

After watching the video below, please just think about it –  In a world full of wolves, is being a sheep really the best defense?

Be aware!  Question everything! Turn OFF the mainstream media outlets, and turn ON the idea that some of our views and convictions are simply not that of our own.

These seeds have been planted by constant over stimulation of what they need us to focus on, to in the end benefit them. A tool to keep us divided, distracted and simply put, with our heads in the sand.

Let us begin to create our own beliefs, our own stance and our own opinions! Let us begin to open our eyes and become a wolf, within a pack, UNITED!


Let them become our sheep, and display what we know, not what they choose to show. There is power in numbers, and when used properly, truly can change the world, for the better!

Hollie Day | by|HD

Free Thought Project

A Letter To The Water Protectors of Standing Rock – 

Dear Protectors – For so long I’ve felt completely helpless in your tremendously important and history making movement!

I’ve followed and shared the stories that have managed to make their way online; I’ve watched footage and clips that have brought me to tears, in both sadness and anger, but also in pride!

I have seen the strength and beauty of Native American Warriors uniting, holding strong, and standing up for what is right!

I have seen you warriors attacked by dogs, pepper sprayed, arrested and denied your rights,brutally and without hesitation!



In those moments I also saw the beauty in your strength! I watched as you viciously and wrongfully attacked and bitten, yet you didn’t even flinch!

I have watched as racial slurs have been screamed at you, and still,  you continued to pray.

Your Family and friends being thrown around in front of you , kicked, arrested, caged and numbered, for simply exercising their rights!

Still, with a face so stoic; you returned to the Front Lines and continued to hold strong! I have never been so proud to see you all resist the temptations to act out in violence.

You all every right to do so; but you knew that would not save your land or the water, you had to win in peace and prayer.

I watched as the camps grew larger, and proudly saw my own childhood friends and beautiful Coeur d’ Alene Tribal members arrive at camp, to stand with Standing Rock.

To honor your cause, and support one of the biggest civil rights movements in American History.

I’ve watched hours of videos with my daughter. explaining to her that she should never be anything but proud to be a member of a culture that represents such strength, heart, and dedication! True Warriors!

Fighting for your rights, your land, and the ability to maintain clean drinking water.

Not just for the Standing Rock Reservation, but for millions! –For The Nation!

“Half of which sadly, have no idea.”

Virtually concealed by mainstream  media, shutting down cell phone towers to inhibit communication from camp, and intentionally  restricting access from the front lines to the Nation.


Makes you really wonder, what’s truly going on? Are money, greed, and power worth trading? Has a price tag been placed on sacred land, civil rights, clean water,and dignity?

A blind eye has been turned by those that are now responsible for the treaty’s that they refuse to uphold. No acknowledgment from the president that was just there last year, stating  he will protect your rights.

With everything stacked against you, still you stand strong, and  the numbers in supporters  still continues to grow!

Finally, I have been given the opportunity to offer and contribute something special to you, the Water Protectors.

My contribution, only made possible by two amazing women brought into my life, with one purpose goal on our minds and in our hearts.
–Standing Rock!

“I can no longer just sit back idly and watch what is unfolding, without doing something.”

The time has come, and this journey is now necessary and being sought out, to offer you a voice to finally be heard!


This is our  chance, at PATHE Magazine, to tell the real story of who you Warriors and Water Protectors truly are.

Before, during and after the Front line. 

A true representation of the cultural and spiritual beliefs that have had you standing strong, non-violent and an amazing inspiration to many!

We solute you! This is all about you!  The Water Protectors of Standing Rock —

Myself along with the co-founders of PATHE Magazine, Leah Frieday and Kellie Fitzgerald, would like to dedicate an entire issue of our magazine, to tell the largest, untold movement currently in America.

We would be more than honored and privileged to capture this revolution in history, to ensure that it takes a form that can never be undone! From cover to cover we want to share your story, your movement, and stop the silence! It’s gone on far too long!

From cover to cover we want to share your story, your movement, and stop the silence! It’s gone on far too long!
Nothing will be printed that does not bring glory and honor to what is taking place, and the beauty in the unity and incredible willpower that has kept you all going, and still growing for over 6 months.

–It’s time!

I will also be working alongside and including  my 8yr old daughter so that she can experience the integrity and power that she harbors within herself as a beautiful Native American Warrior as well.

I want her to see, through all of you, just how resilient, powerful and united a Tribe can be.

We want you to know that PATHE Magazine Stands With Standing Rock and we’d like to honor you!

Your exclusive ‘Water Protectors of Standing Rock’ Issue will be released in February. It will then be distributed and available for purchase Nationwide, some copies overseas.

Finally, you Warriors will be  given  all the recognition and utmost respect that you all deserve, and your voice and your story will finally be heard, for years and years to come.

In addition to the exclusive  content within, PATHE Magazine will also be donating a portion of the proceeds back to the Standing Rock community, where it belongs!

We thank you, Water Protectors and Warriors, for representing what is right, guarding your land and culture, and standing up for a Nation that rightfully belongs to you!

We Stand For Standing Rock, and We Come to Honor You!

PATHE Magazine – •Purpose Aligned to Heighten & Expand•

Leah Frieday – From Canada     Kellie Fitzgerald  -From Arizona

Hollie Jenkins (and Jazmyne)  – From Oregon

If there is anything that any of you can do to assist me and Jazmyne (my daughter) make our journey to Standing Rock to make this story and recognition a reality, please follow the link below and donate what you can, or just simply share!  Thank you so much and God Bless! Standing Rock, stand strong and I hope to be standing with you, alongside my daughter soon!

Please Assist Me and My Daughter To Honor A Culture & Get To Standing Rock!

Together & United for Standing Rock 💕